Update

Had a FGS on Saturday: Good news is that follicles are growing, bad news is that "ALL" follicles are growing.

Had three 150IU injections on CD 2, 4 and 6. CD 7 had the FGS. Every single follicle has grown from 0.5 to 1.5 mm: max size is 9 as of now. So, had a chat with our RE and she suggested that we taper down the dosage and take one 150 on that day itself and another 75 IU on CD 9. And the FGS is again tomorrow: CD 11.

So, tomorrow we will know how it goes.

I am not really sure how I am feeling. I am oscillating between wildly hopeful to extremely disappointed. The only good thing is that, despite everything the follicles are growing, just that we have some hiccups with respect to the number.

Let's see...

Here we go again...

At last, after too many prayers and anxiety, AF finally arrived on 31st March. This is the first time after we started this journey of TTC that me and DH both were extremely happy about AF! What an irony!

So, went to my RE on 1st April, and they have put me on 150IU HMG for 3 days + Follic Acid + Ecosprin + APCOD + Metformin 500 mg

APCOD and Ecosprin are completely new to me. Dr.Google told me that APCOD contains Myoinsolitol which is good for egg quality and Ecosprin is "Baby Aspirin" which is improves blood flow toward Uterus.

Well...3 injections are done with today. Will be going for another scan tomorrow so that the RE can check on the developments.

As usual, I am keeping my fingers crossed...

I just don't know what to feel anymore. I am hopeful, of course I am, but I am plagued with doubts and disbelief and the sheer terror that this time also it might not work out and I really don't think I have the capability to take it anymore.

I am just hoping and praying that this will be it!